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ugh,i hate it. why can't i break the ice? often tongue-tied. this shyness traps me in a predicament of being regarded as haughty. and it sucks! i'm a man with few words, not that i regret being one, but confabulations are inevitable. i bet it's a gift, a talent, innate to people with such knack for colloquy. i've always wished i could spontaneously converse with people, exchange thoughts at almost about anything...with less hesitations. but i was never endowed with such nor do i see myself to become one. it's just not me.